Saturday, February 2, 2013

hermit's world and strife


The Hermit here, dressed in jester clothes, walks alone as a hermit is wont to do. However, the path she walks on is a peculiar one - pink and peach and violet colored. There are gears, visible and embossed around her, and the passageway to what looks like a door in a much more ordinary world. Alone, perhaps sitting behind that door at home... but really she is somewhere else completely, the inner world of vivid color and inspiration. This is a place where one can only go alone.

The five of wands features two figures, noticeably less human than the Hermit with their black skin, antennas and tails. Given the switch of elements in the disks and wands suits, I debated how to compare these to the Thoth minors...despite the element switch, I think sticking to original Thoth suits makes more sense. Strife I can see in this card, Worry not so much. So Strife then - not so much against others, the way the RWS tends to present this card, but rather against circumstances, environment, luck - things that you cannot necessarily influence or control, but with which you must struggle and deal with nonetheless. The creatures tries to eek out his living tilling the soil, in spite of the angry volcano, the cracking apart of the earth. The stick above his head, something taunting him, the feeling of something always getting in the way, another obstacle or annoyance to face no matter how much you try to think positive, do the right thing...

Hermit, turn inwards for inspiration and productivity even when the world, your circumstances provide you with yet more strife to deal with. So it goes. Last weekend I had ten cavities drilled and filled, without anesthetic. That was not fun, though hardly a new experience for me. Much more annoying is the pain in what seems like all the back teeth in my mouth that started two days later, that radiates into near-unbearable headaches if I don't take ibuprofen constantly. Last night I forgot and tried to eat hot soup and almost cried because my teeth all hurt so much. My mother says its the nerves reacting, that she's had this too, that it will go away eventually and to just use sensitive toothpaste and wait and it could be up to two months...

And so and pain and so. Do feel Hermit like today, not going to a meetup I had planned to attend because I don't feel up to dealing with people. But doing reading, working on ideas for the Arabic blog, trying to get some errands done...gears and cogs spin on.

4 comments:

Sharyn Mallow Woerz said...

(((you)))
My dad never had anesthesia for dental work either. Boggled my mind...

I've enjoyed your take on this deck, I look at the cards and see nothing absolutely nothing.

Carla said...

Good God! 10 cavities with no anesthesia! How on earth! I feel like I need a lie down just from reading that. Bless your cotton socks. I quite like the Silicon Dawn, it's a freaky little deck. Love the book.

Hope you feel better soon. Please look after yourself.

thesycamoretree said...

(((Bonkers))), I hope your mouth is feeling better by now. If it is the temperature of the food bothering you the most (hot/cold), you might try Sensodyne or some other similar type of toothpaste.
I like this deck, but I think the suit switch would bother me. :)

Bonkers said...

thanks yall, it still hurts but I *think* finally subsiding a wee bit.

and yeah, I've used nothing but sensodyne type toothpaste for years :]

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